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Death at a Birthday Party (Songs I Threw Up)

by Carlos Danger!

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1.
Carlos Danger's back Here I am Hiding behind another chapter about my broken hate fueled heart attack Set my organs on fire You can sell them off to the cheap black market funeral pyre I'm shedding skin So all my close friends can see my cracked, acid soaked skeleton And Mary, you were bad for me You're crazy, and I adopted your fucking anxiety You cut me open Left me for dead But I was hoping You would leave my head Can anybody help me outta this? So here I am I'm stuck eating shit I'll keep getting high And taking all your hits I'll help my own god damn self outta this
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Well, tonight I feel the moon cutting into me as we sacrifice ourselves And you fell into this as I looked up to see your burning face And you were laying on top of me this inflamed pyre of self-doubt and misery You are the light and god dammit, I am never letting this go so I'm breaking I'm broken I'm shedding all of my skin And my demons that have been sitting bedside They're laughing at the fact that I lied Yeah the ocean waves crashed down As the world collapsed on top of us And you are permanently burnt into this faulty brain of mine Well, I can see you burning down your little shore town here alone tonight I will fall into the sky and happily burn up in the atmosphere I'm breaking I'm broken I'm shedding all of my skin And my demons that have been sitting bedside They're laughing at the fact that I died I'm falling The sky is crushing The satellites have been watching And I've been so damn frustrated I've been caught I've been baited
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So here we are shedding skin on broken glass Walking on eggshells but it won't fucking last I'm cutting away everything I thought I'd say And In heard you screaming "Come on just one more day"! Now I'm giving up the fight Goodbye to a thousand sleepless nights You're nothing more than a memory, a lost feeling Something that makes me feel like I'm dreaming I can feel the knife dance across my neck I am a hand grenade so you all better hit the deck My hopes and dreams have evaporated They are fucked up and I am torn and jaded now Now I'm giving up the fight Goodbye to these countless sleepless nights You're nothing more than a memory, a lost feeling Something that makes me feel like I'm dreaming I can feel the atom bombs dropping in my head and it's hard to swim when you know you are sinking just like lead Now I'm giving up the fight Goodbye to these fucking restless nights You're nothing more than a memory, a lost feeling Something that makes me feel like I'm dreaming Now I'm giving up the fight Goodbye to my fucking useless life
4.
And Sami, I am broken, I am numb, I'm here without you For twenty-one long years I've never known what to do But tonight I feel the moon glaring down at me I'm sick of forcing myself to feel happy If I could just see your face at all I wouldn't want to blow my brains out onto the wall And Sami, You're a Wiccan from Wisconsin I'm a scumbag hibernating in shitty South Jersey How is your boy? I hope you're both doing well I'm trudging through miles of my own personal hell Broken glass, and what seems like a dozen heart attacks All my fault, but this is what happens when you live in the dark And I'm sorry about writing this dumb fucking song Just tell me that you hate it, and that this is wrong And Sami, here I am, I'm feeling so fucking jaded I feel like the world's against me and I'm hated If I could crawl out of my memory filled basement Maybe I just wouldn't feel so god damn cheated And the past is knocking at my door God damn you all God damn you all
5.
Kick me in the teeth this is my defeat And I don't think I'm feeling alright 'Cause my winter's been so long And all my friends have gone And I'm angry again because tonight I met the end of a friendship I thought was great 'cause you decided it would be better to mate (Which is fine so I'll just sit here and masturbate haha) I'm at the end of my rope I've lost everything and I've never had hope but If you have a decent bone in your body Do me a favor, and fucking find me Because I'm failing again, because tonight I want to meet my bitter end And 'cause I'm slowly losing my mind, I want to find some piece before it is my time And it's not my fault that for the past few weeks I've been ALL FUCKED UP
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released May 5, 2017

Thanks to Amanda Craig for the album art.
Thanks to me for everything else.
Thanks to the people who asked about my music and wanted more.
You guys must have been drunk but fuck it i did it anyway

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