Death at a Birthday Party (Songs I Threw Up)

by Carlos Danger!

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released May 5, 2017

Thanks to Amanda Craig for the album art.
Thanks to me for everything else.
Thanks to the people who asked about my music and wanted more.
You guys must have been drunk but fuck it i did it anyway

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Track Name: The Annexation of Ryan Curtiss (Or How To Kill an Asshole)
Carlos Danger's back
Here I am
Hiding behind another chapter about my broken hate fueled heart attack

Set my organs on fire
You can sell them off to the cheap black market funeral pyre

I'm shedding skin
So all my close friends can see my cracked, acid soaked skeleton

And Mary, you were bad for me
You're crazy, and I adopted your fucking anxiety

You cut me open
Left me for dead
But I was hoping
You would leave my head
Can anybody help me outta this?

So here I am
I'm stuck eating shit
I'll keep getting high
And taking all your hits
I'll help my own god damn self outta this
Track Name: Aged PBR
Well, tonight I feel the moon cutting into me as we sacrifice ourselves
And you fell into this as I looked up to see your burning face
And you were laying on top of me this inflamed pyre of self-doubt and misery
You are the light and god dammit, I am never letting this go so

I'm breaking
I'm broken
I'm shedding all of my skin
And my demons that have been sitting bedside
They're laughing at the fact that I lied

Yeah the ocean waves crashed down
As the world collapsed on top of us
And you are permanently burnt into this faulty brain of mine
Well, I can see you burning down your little shore town here alone tonight
I will fall into the sky and happily burn up in the atmosphere

I'm breaking
I'm broken
I'm shedding all of my skin
And my demons that have been sitting bedside
They're laughing at the fact that I died
I'm falling
The sky is crushing
The satellites have been watching
And I've been so damn frustrated
I've been caught
I've been baited
Track Name: IFYTYLMF
So here we are shedding skin on broken glass
Walking on eggshells but it won't fucking last
I'm cutting away everything I thought I'd say
And In heard you screaming "Come on just one more day"!

Now I'm giving up the fight
Goodbye to a thousand sleepless nights
You're nothing more than a memory, a lost feeling
Something that makes me feel like I'm dreaming

I can feel the knife dance across my neck
I am a hand grenade so you all better hit the deck
My hopes and dreams have evaporated
They are fucked up and I am torn and jaded now


Now I'm giving up the fight
Goodbye to these countless sleepless nights
You're nothing more than a memory, a lost feeling
Something that makes me feel like I'm dreaming

I can feel the atom bombs dropping in my head and it's hard to swim when you know you are sinking just like lead

Now I'm giving up the fight
Goodbye to these fucking restless nights
You're nothing more than a memory, a lost feeling
Something that makes me feel like I'm dreaming

Now I'm giving up the fight
Goodbye to my fucking useless life
Track Name: The Wiccan From Wisconsin
And Sami, I am broken, I am numb, I'm here without you
For twenty-one long years I've never known what to do
But tonight I feel the moon glaring down at me
I'm sick of forcing myself to feel happy
If I could just see your face at all
I wouldn't want to blow my brains out onto the wall

And Sami, You're a Wiccan from Wisconsin
I'm a scumbag hibernating in shitty South Jersey
How is your boy? I hope you're both doing well
I'm trudging through miles of my own personal hell
Broken glass, and what seems like a dozen heart attacks
All my fault, but this is what happens when you live in the dark
And I'm sorry about writing this dumb fucking song
Just tell me that you hate it, and that this is wrong

And Sami, here I am, I'm feeling so fucking jaded
I feel like the world's against me and I'm hated
If I could crawl out of my memory filled basement
Maybe I just wouldn't feel so god damn cheated
And the past is knocking at my door
God damn you all
God damn you all
Track Name: My Nipples Look Like Milkduds
Kick me in the teeth this is my defeat
And I don't think I'm feeling alright
'Cause my winter's been so long
And all my friends have gone

And I'm angry again because tonight I met the end of a friendship I thought was great 'cause you decided it would be better to mate
(Which is fine so I'll just sit here and masturbate haha)

I'm at the end of my rope
I've lost everything and I've never had hope but
If you have a decent bone in your body
Do me a favor, and fucking find me

Because I'm failing again, because tonight I want to meet my bitter end
And 'cause I'm slowly losing my mind, I want to find some piece before it is my time
And it's not my fault that for the past few weeks I've been
ALL FUCKED UP